Thursday, 13 June 2013

Throwback Getaway 3D2N Trip to the Langkawi Island.



 YOLO 
for you only live once,
appreciate lives,
be happy,
and no worries.


Trip Date : 
06.06.2013-08.06.2013 (Thursday-Saturday)

I told myself so, when I got to this very Island. Not so adorable, yet it is filled with perfect memories with lovely friends of mine. Upon request and since there is a lot asking about the details of this trip, I would like to instead upload the trip details over here, of course, hopefully it helps. 

Planning is the essentials. That's the crucial part, if not, you gonna feel so rushed, and later part, you are not going to enjoy the trip. First and foremost, decide the numbers joining the trip, so that you are able to decide on the room size you gonna stay. 3 was our number, so hell yea, a queen-sized bed fits us perfectly! 



1. ACCOMMODATION

Booking.com serves as the room booking site for us, for you do not need to pay anything until you are checking in the room. However, before deciding on your room, it's advisable to glance thru the Trip Advisor page for the rankings, the reviews, and the ratings of the hotels and resorts. Mind me say, for this Langkawi trip, we chose it right to stay at the place other than the town area, because most of the nightlife are at the tourist attraction places, where you see those most visited restaurants, bars, pub and so on. We chose to stay Chenang area after researching places and places. 

We researched about Top 10 Nightlife in Langkawi, and later on the research on the Top 10 Restaurant, and you would realised most of the visited places are at the Pantai Chenang and Pantai Tengah areas. We did not regret choosing the SUNSET BEACH RESORT of the Sun Group as the rate is quite attracting and within budget, for us getting the Sunset II suits at only rm250/- per night. There is other room other than the suit mentioned, where Sunset I is slightly smaller, while Sunset III fits perfectly well for 3-9 person. Of course, the price is gonna be higher depending on the suits!

We called the reception to tell them our roughly checking-in time, in order to get them a heads up that you are reaching soon, and they could do the preparation accordingly. 


Yay, so into nature right. HAHA! Nice place, like thumbs up for million times! ❤

These are some photos of the room we stayed for the 2 nights in Langkawi Island, which look good both in the picture and in real life. 

Room number 68! ❤

Perfect key chain, with the room number on. ❤

The Queen-sized bed with the perfect lighting. ❤

From the bed, you have these, and even shoe rack! I would say, nice deco! ❤ 

The water boiler jug is clean and new, unlike some others you saw or you have seen? They prepared you lots of coffee powders and even tea bags! ❤

They don't have closed cupboard, but they have this instead. I think this design suits it well, because 'who would want to hang their wet clothing inside cupboard and create smells?' Well, you see the chair the mirror, I do my makeover there! ❤

This is what you gonna see. Big-enough bathroom. How to not love it, when the bathroom, the toilet is totally odourless. There's heater, of course. ❤

When you need to pee or poop, here's the place. Clean and simple. Nice one isn't it. ❤

You have buffet breakfast for both days! ❤ 

You are able to choose whether you want half boiled, omelette, scrambled, fried, or even boiled egg.  ❤

How to not love atmosphere like this? Look out the window and you shall see the beautiful sea view. ❤

The perfect buffet breakfast for Day 2. I had koko-crunch + cornflakes with milk! And my scrambled egg!  ❤

Alright, not tempted enough to get into this place? There's a beach where you can swim alright! Look!






WE ❤ LANGKAWI! 

Most importantly, I guess every of us would love the staffs to be friendly, right, therefore, I would like to say that ALL the workers no matter receptionists, cleaners, chefs, waiters, they are ALL really friendly. Thus, it guaranteed you a pleasant stay. 


One of the on-duty staff. Look, flowers leh! HEHEHE:D ❤



2. TRANSPORTS

If you have gotten your lovely license, yes, consider car rental? There are websites where you are able to google them out, but it's higher risk for me, because you would suffer if it is not so trusted sites? And, the price is gonna be higher. 

Get to me, if any of you need to rent any car, for I have the contact number of the person who rented the car for me. Mind me say, the car they provided for us is awesome, plus the pricing? Ohmytian, that absolutely fits your budget well. 

You may hunt for car via Langkawi-Online, I guess you may refer the pricing here? But the pricing is just for reference only. It varies the person whom you rent your car from.


What you can see from the above, there's peak and non-peak season. Local cars are definitely cheaper than those imported cars. For me, if there's more than 2 qualified drivers in the group, you may choose to get 2 cars, or get a seven seater car instead.  Btw, the pricing is a per day count. ❤

Toyota Corolla is what we got for ourselves. Not too new, but it's quite a good car. We were charged a rm60/day only it's so cheap right, compared to the listing shown above. Yes, so please get to me if you were to get good car. Btw, I AM NOT A P-PLATE DRIVER. Idk why they got the P sticker there, but yea, am a qualified driver okay.  ❤

As you gonna spend your days and nights with the car, it is a hell-ya-yes you would need to check your car before you even agree to get the car. Some important checks:- 

√  Car horn (whether it is working);
√  Air-conditioner (whether it is cold enough);
√  Car brakes (make sure you check this or else.. uhm take good care?)  

Most of them won't provide you with tanked petrol, therefore you would need to top up the petrol on your own. Get to the nearest petrol station, and REMEMBER not to straight top up a full tank. You gonna regret it. We topped rm20 and it was a bar full from the empty tank. Anyway, rm20 was not sufficient to survive the three days. We spent a total rm28 for our 3D2N trip in the Island. Not too bad, huh? 

Not to worry because if you can't drive, or you feel lazy to drive, or you think you are rich enough to call a cab, get it! Save troubles, oh the only trouble is to call/get the cab. It's real time consuming for me. 

Here are some of the details from Langkawi-Online, where you can roughly see the cab fees from the airport as well from the Kuah Jetty.



3. GETTING THERE

There's a lot of way to get to this Langkawi Island, either by flight, or by ferry. You can't drive your car there can you? Yes, you may check out the Berjaya Airline if you were to get here from any region other than the North's of Malaysia. Time is less consuming I guess? Anyway, there is the other place where you can access to Langkawi Island from, which is the Kuala Kedah or the Kuala Perlis. 

I got to the Kuala Kedah as I stay nearer to it. You may get to the Alor Setar bus station if you are going to get there by public transport. It takes about 15-20 minutes from the Alor Setar to the Kuala Kedah Jetty. 

From what you can see, it takes about 1 hr 45 minutes to reach the Kuah Jetty in Langkawi from Kuala Kedah Jetty. They have their time ranging as well, therefore, plan before hand! ❤

Now, from the Sungai Petani where I stayed, it takes roughly 1hr and 10mins from the Sungai Petani Tol to reach the Kuala Kedah Jetty. We departed by my daddy's car at 0900 and we made it for the 1030 ferry. Depart from house earlier, if you wish to get public transport, 1030 ferry is gonna be said the perfect one for us. Please be reminded not to buy the return ticket. It is better to get the one way ticket, first it is of the same price; second what if you bought and your schedule delayed? 

OH YA, REMEMBER TO GET YOURSELF MAP OF LANGKAWI UPON ARRIVALS. YOU WILL NEED IT, WON'T YOU? You don't need to print from internet before departing either. The map you holding is not going to be clear enough.



4. THE MUST-GOs

EAGLE FEEDING + ISLAND HOPPING

If you wish to, you can always immerse the days at the beach ONLY, but it's not gonna worth your visit. We bought a package with the Superstar Boating Sea Cruise at the Kuala Kedah Jetty at rm35, which is rm10 more expensive compared to others. Normal pricing is about rm25 per pax, but... yea you can still choose it, not to say it was bad because we never tried that, but merely experience shared.

Each of us gonna get a sticker upon departure. Stick it on your shirt alright! Most of the agencies I saw was with orange sticker, but get this! it's lesser passenger in a boat, and the captain can recognise you easier! ❤

However, you can still form a group of maximum 8/9 and get the whole boat up. They are having their group packages as well, so you are welcome to check this out with them. Since that was just a 3-ladies' trip, we got non the group packages, NOT WORTH IT. 

Coming back to the picture, where does this package bring us to? 

It leads us to the Eagle Feeding + Island Hopping. You do not need to drive to the departure place, for there's gonna be people from the agency to drive you there from your hotels or resorts. Good service *thumbs up*. For this package, they fetched us with quite a brand new van, the air-conditioner worked well, and we had a pleasant journey. 


The place where we departed. ❤

Here you see, boats and boats, passengers and passengers. ❤

We were not good example. Please get your hair tied up if you have long hair? The sea-wind gonna blow your hair till you regret! Me regretted. ❤


The duration took about 4 hours. There is total 2 slots for each day, 0900 and 1430 respectively. I recommend the 0900 as the sun was still warm and the UV not gonna be that hurtful, plus you can get back to the hotels and bath before you head to the other places! 


Our boat, our boat captain who drives well! ❤

It's good because they provide you with life jackets. And most importantly there's shades.  ❤

We got the front row! ❤

Nice breeze teheheee:D Watch out your stuffs hoh, once the wind blew it off, no one could save you. HAHAHA. ❤

First destination, the Lake of the Pregnant Maiden. There's staircase where you need to climb up, and TYVM me who do not sport, knows how suffering it gonna be just after climbing a few steps up. Muscle pain uh! "(

There you see,  the view from far before reaching the very destination. Can you see a woman lying with her pregnant stomach? ❤

These are sea water, but this is a lake. I do not know how it forms, so read up the history when you are there alright! Plus, there's place for u to swim and have your varies activities, if you wish to, they gonna let you stay one hour over here. Have fun! However, beware of monkeys. They grab food. Warm advise: Do make sure no food is in your hand! ❤

Image not so clear, but you can see the pregnant maiden from here too. She's just behind us. ❤
So the next destination would be the eagle feeding. Am not sure if they are of wild eagles species or what, but you are gonna feel excited to see eagles above you, and if you're lucky enough, they gonna hunt and you shall see them close enough. Of course, we were not the lucky ones. 


What do I see? I saw poker dots in the air. ❤

Okay next. THE MOST EXCITED ONE. Tell you what? Wear some proper attire where you can go into the water. You won't be able to resist the beach I tell you. Next station: I don't know what beach people used to call that as, but just, BEACH PLEASE!


First thing that caught my attention was this colourful boat that match the beach. ❤

Me likey white sands! ❤

Didn't I tell you that you won't be able to resist? Look at me! ❤

You gonna be happy ever after when you landed this place. ❤

Look at the gradient! ❤

TA-DAH! You gonna love taking pictures after all. ❤

More pictures? Take them yourself okkie! HEHEHE:D By the way, after the Island hopping, you will get to buy this very photo of your own, which they took it before your departure to the destinations. 

Each one costs rm10,  but don't misunderstand, it's plastic plate! HAHA.  ❤


SKYBRIDGE + CABLE CAR + ORIENTAL VILLAGE

Cable car opens daily until 1900. If the queue is long enough, take best care, around an hour? We didn't take the cable car as we got to know that the Skybridge was closed for maintenance until further notice, if not, THAT WAS ANOTHER MUST-GO! Seeing the island from high enough place, is definitely an awesome kind of feeling. Add-ons, you can take the cable car and it brings you to the Seven Wells. I do not know what's there at the Seven Wells, because we do not take the cable car, plus we can't afford to climb up high to the top. 

Cable car pricing varies below, as seen below, you can enjoy MYKAD rate at the happy hours, also institution group rate if you have min 20pax and above! :-



Not to worry if you wish to cut queue. Pay a rm50 for it and they promise a 5x faster queue for you. Of course, only when you pay for it. 

You can walk around the Oriental Village, but I personally advise, don't buy stuff from that place unless you think it's real worth it. I think it's expensive, especially FOOD. hahaha!

Some activities picture at the Oriental Village: -

Horse riding? I did not take that because I don't feel like bullying the horses.  ❤

For the kids, for the adults too if you want. ❤

The swinging bridge. TA DAH. ❤

The duck duck ship car. ❤

Well, all these come in a package as well if you wish to, with the duration of 3.5-4hrs too, plus transport from the hotels to the places, so, you get package you don't drive, you don't get package you drive your own. Easy? 


SEVEN WELLS / WATERFALL

Frankly speaking, I do not know much about the Seven Wells, in mandarin we call that 七仙井, while in Malay it's called the Telaga Tujuh. If you drive there, you would realise how far u gonna climb up. We don't have the energy for that, but we made it at least to the waterfall. It was an about 10 minutes walk. 

You won't believe what's gonna be captured in your eyes. The rocks, the waterfall. So darn pretty I tell you! HEHEHE :D 


Lovelies with the lovely waterfall. ❤

Guess whoever wants some photo shooting in Langkawi Island, can consider here huh! Haha! ❤

Soaking the legs in the water, it's nothing more but chilling. ❤

Guess you can imagine how slack we were sitting on the rocks. ❤


BLACK SAND BEACH


Nothing really beautiful/amazing about this place. It takes you about 30 minutes max to stay at that very dirty place unless your aim is like mine, to take photos? Haha, it is unique though. Well, if you were to ask why would the sand be black, I would tell you to read up the history by your own when you reached! 


Le me holding the black sand. They aren't dirty, they are simply black. ❤ 

Look at my hand! HEHEHE ❤

If you don't mind, I would suggest you to try out this very wooden bridge.  She is simply gorgeous. I love stuffs like this. ❤


I would say that I love sun set. ❤



5. F-O-O-D!

Other than the above breakfast buffet, yes there is loads of lovely places for food though. Not to say very awesome food, but some of them are kind of cheap to say. 

For the very first day, we decided to just simply eat and check in the hotels asap. We got to the Kuah Town, and got into the coffee shop name SHUI XIANG. Normal coffee shop though.   


Nah, the rm5 chicken rice. ❤

In Langkawi, you will be able to see some destination marked 'Night Market' in the Map, and there they are, stating the Day of the Night Market. Yes they take turn at places for the night market. We got our food as shown below at the Thursday night market near the Chenang area. We were lucky, food hunt starts!!

I know they look like some garbage in the picture. I can only say they are not photogenic.  Guess how much do they costs in total? It was just awesome rm11.40 from the night market! ❤

Dayum doroyaki costs rm1 for three. They various flavours : Pineapple, Sweetcorn, and Redbean!  While the burger costs us rm1 each. ❤

The Keropok *wink* costs us rm1 for 6! ❤

6 fishball costs rm1; 3 crab ball costs rm1l and each satay stick costs rm0.40, CHEAP RIGHT. ❤

We bought two Lemak Rice at rm1 each! ❤

We took it more seriously for dinner every night, while we got our lunch like anyhow. Means we simply eat uh. Alright, so we got to this wrong place at the Chenang, but luckily the food was quite nice. We intended to get to the Haji Ramli Restaurant, but we ended up the wrong place at Haji Jelani Restaurant. Haji Ramli Restaurant located near the Casa del mar resorts, while this Haji Jelani located at somewhere little further from the Meritus Pelangi Resorts.


Dinner at the Second night. This costs us rm75 for 3 pax! We ordered 2 3-flavoured crab,  500gramme stingray, kangkung, tomyam seafood soup, and own drinks respectively. ❤ 


OKAY GUESS I AM DONE WITH THIS BLOGPOST, LIKE FINALLY! 

Darling, I didn't think about you for the past 3D2N, and I would compliment it perfectly. Tell me darling, how is it gonna be to have forgotten you completely? I wanted to, but I do not wish to. Mixed feeling says it all, as I am contradicting myself. 

Never mind. I had fun with the lovelies. 

Last photos with the Eagle Statute at the Dataran Lang.  ❤


Goodbye, Langkawi.





Monday, 3 June 2013

你唯一的缺陷,就是不再爱我。

这几天我试着过得好好了。

试着,
一个人去逛街买宝贝;
组织三人团去个旅行;
不战兢地到陌生地方;
更不怕累地搬运东西。

努力地让担心我的长辈减少忧愁,
如答应自己般,无论如何崩溃,
也不再让她知道,不再让她担心。
也因为如此,我保留了她要求的我部落格网址,
因为觉得,没必要让她增添愁恼。

我是感动的,可同时害怕受到伤害。
她每天的关心,让我累积的小感动,
不知何时会积爆。

如果可以,我何尝不想成为她真正的家人。

千叮万嘱地哄骗我、嚷着我要早点休息,
可确实失眠的自己,就是无法早点睡、睡久点。
也就只能半骗半哄地让她继续睡觉,答应着她自己会听话。

可这几日来,我在试想,
不论多久以后,我依然还是一个人要解决问题。
无论多久的劝解,关心迟早会停止。
人终究会将忘记,当初的你是如何受伤、如何伤。

我爱一个人,可我能怎样。
残酷事实接踵而来地提醒我说,一切早已结束。

可这女人依然想、依然期望能寄望着,那爱你的信仰。
把对你的爱当着信仰般崇拜,到底还有什么做不好。

你唯一的缺陷,就是不再爱我。

而我只能叹息着,也许我只能将这遗憾,葛成缺陷美。

男人,到底如何变得如此残忍。
爱自己的那份真挚,到底有多假?

男人,能回答我吗。


Monday, 27 May 2013

Sarcasm is made for believers.

This is my first blogpost from my phone. I tried not to keep the lappy on for such long today, but I still failed to not think about these, and I guess I need some place to voice them out, thus I have chosen here, not verbally though.

I am still thankful for the day before, when there's this guy or rather male friend who came to made me smile. Thanks friend, for the lame joke from him and also accepted my lame joke question raised that made him feel stupid. No doubt I was a happy girl that day, because it's been ages since I last made such lame joke to cheer others and myself up. 

Understand that the intention was to make me forget him for that moment, but at times I feel so sorry for efforts made by people around me to make me stand on my own feet again. Tears are not within my control anymore, darling, but I have to stand on the promises made, from me, to you, regardless you heck care or you do really care. I doubt you would bother the latter, just saying. 

I feel terrible with the nightmares I had these days. Tell me about it. The scariest moment when you were traumatized and at the same time so much upset of what you dreamt of. I couldn't even differentiate between the dreamland and the reality world. Some called it Inception, and I would appreciate to stay there with gratitude, if I could choose to never wake up anymore.  

Cruelty create the most pathetic me. Imagine me have to laugh and talk like happy idiot, but at the same time hoping anyone could see thru the pain inside me, yet hopefully they don't so that I could don't explain and scratch on my wound. Contradicting mind, it puzzled me..

Yes, forgive me because the one living in me doesn't want to let me go, or rather I should say my apology because the me inside myself still do love you darling. I'm sorry for everything. 



Friday, 24 May 2013

突然想起某個人,一陣傻笑,然後,一陣失落。

多少的欲言又止,
多少天的欲写不能,
我不懂我能写什么。

我想一字一字打下,
可却恼烦的脑袋让我无法继续每一字,
结果我删除,
结果我退出,
结果我关屏,
到最后全都摆在心里,只和明白的知己说。

怎么不伤心,
怎么不心疼。

你都将我删除了呢。

就只因为你的一个误解,一个冤枉。

你的无情,差点让我忧郁症再次爆发。
多少天了,我这部落格荒废多少天了,算算呗。
那消失的每一天里我重复尝试将心情写下,可我办不到。

字打个几行,就泪崩。
很痛。

我是怎么一个女人,难道你真的不懂吗。
为什么能如此让我吃这烂死猫。

我恨了八分钟。
之后的,我还是想说,我还喜欢你。

想说话,找了朋友,
可当他们正回复我时,我突然不知如何启齿。

就说,算了,其实没事。
有些朋友,更回不了,不懂如何解释我的悲伤。
有一两个,说了,换来的,是说我傻,骂我笨,
问我为何为了一个婊子一个臭人哭泣。

明明没干的事,怎么就能硬塞只死猫让我啃。
还明示在众人面前说得我多难堪。

那种悲痛,你说我该如何承受。

有些事,不想说,
说了知道你这爱情蒙了眼的瞎子也不察觉,
不说又只能在自个儿哀叹怎么这就是回报。 
告诉我,能如何。

不怪你。
怎么能怪你。
就算把自己或全世界怪尽,
就是不会不能不许怪你。

我曾犯的贱,这些是我的惩罚。

这是让你继续伤害我的最佳理由。
为你找了。
所以,你能继续伤害我。

多害怕那忧郁的爆发,
知道后果,明白下场,
我只能拼命找朋友一直说话,
一直把烦恼说出,
最后,感恩心情平复了。

失眠的那几晚,只差没崩溃。
翻来覆去直到凌晨,才能入睡,
可就只眠了那两三个小时,
精神奕奕地就醒了,
重复着这样的惶恐都多久了。

睡啊,方法都试过了,
不拎电话,直闭双眼?行不通。
拼命玩着无聊游戏?行不通。
开着视频看着郁闷微电影?行不通。
看着郁闷连续剧企图让自己打瞌睡?行不通。

就算是数了传统绵羊还是不行!

都感觉肝脏在着火,在燃烧,
可我能怎样,感觉着一切一切不对劲,
却不能干什么。

我甚至尝试寻找安眠药,
可却得知新加坡无法随意购得。

不想事情留下案底,
说我无法这样可我却能怎样。

赖个几小时的床,我其实不喜欢。
但是若我不赖床,我也只能面对电脑。
 
我宁愿望着天花板发呆。

发现自己没上妆,出门不自在。
一直想靠着BB霜遮瑕,罩住黑眼圈。
又上了眼线,
呵呵,画得是日愈上手,
可这怎么称得上褒义。

陈智鹏,
教我如何是好。

邱律齐,
就快被你的无情逼疯了。




Monday, 13 May 2013

期许解脱,我当然希望,可那往往只是雷声大雨点小。

最近关于你的事,好似特别恼我。
我不懂如何阐明,却只能吐苦水。

就算知道你有多不在乎,我也只可默默忍受。


要明白的是什么?我其实都懂理解。
唯一解不开的是那心结。

我有好几次觉得自己好像放弃你了,放开了,
可你给的那些回忆像极如来五指山,把我顽强孙悟空性格压在那里。
我动弹不得。

就说说,你的绝情从哪里来?
我真的真的不懂我这躯壳能撑多久的年月。

那种想死的念头时不时浮现,
你说你怕嚷自杀的女人,
可明白自己自杀的理念答应过你而不再存在,
然而心里期望自己哪天能否因车祸、顽疾而死,
就算突然暴毙也无妨。
身体状况不是不懂,是没想再去理会。

我想要一个解脱。

失恋是没什么大不了,每个看我经历不起眼的都如此说。
可自己经历过什么,不是自怜自哀,而是真的,
不理解原由的人们,根本不会理解。

说我成天为情所困吧,
可谁知道我当初遇到你时,
那种庆幸也许我从此不必再缅怀过去感情的心情,
直到,我再次面临这些抉择性错误。

我难道不想好好待着和你厮守吗。
可看看,彼此都搞成什么样了。

我脾气不好要你忍,
你爱玩游戏要我让。

是,
我最终惨败。

看我如今成何样子便知。

Friday, 10 May 2013

陈智鹏,你幸福了,我却永远寂寞了。

陈智鹏,恋爱中的你,像个瞎子。
除了她,就什么都不入眼,什么话都听不进去。

成天重复着同样的连续剧情,思索着重头到尾的恋爱史。
那是百看不厌的剧情,让我每看一次,就忧郁一整天的爱情片。
 
每一天,甚至是想你的每一刻,
都要骂着自己犯贱,让自己好受些。

我就是那犯贱的女人。

先是我把你伤害了,我让你伤心了。
接着,你是复仇了,你是成功了。
我发现自己好喜欢你,呵呵,这回到我受伤了。

我宁愿折腾自己,尽量不打扰你,
可你怎么就真的把那些当成理所当然了?
我说自己爱你,你不也曾经爱我?
可你怎么能就真的当我路过的陌生人了?

鼻腔酸溜溜,那种泪水在眼眶里打转的感觉不好受。
让自己化上妆,明白目的在何处?
是啊,我想借着上妆,让自己没法子哭。

我以为自己爱美爱面子的程度能胜过那泪水的串流。

我错了。

有多少次,我终究还是压抑不住,
有多少次,我终究喝醉哭花了脸,
有多少次,我终于还是崩溃到底。

每天,都想和你说话。
可是我不懂可以和你说些什么。
我也了解我不可能可以再和你说话。

你说过,当我一天把你当朋友了,我们才能说话。
那,我宁愿不说了,结果我们变成了陌生人。

人家说,哭过就好了。
我却是哭了,眼肿了,更难过了。

Wednesday, 8 May 2013

犯贱的狠女人如今一无所有。

百思不得其解地说,我恨嫁。
明明就是你,可我放手,你也放手,
就这样,那缘分画上休止符。

如果我们经历那些事情不分手,
感情是否会更坚固? 

曾经,我们淘气地说了个约定,
你记得吗?

“我们三十再结婚,那时钱存够了才能有漂亮的婚礼给你。”
“三十?我三十还是你三十?我不要老老才结婚。”
“我三十咯,不老老结婚,就随便结婚,没有豪华婚礼了喔?”
“咦!那你不会告诉我六十岁再结,就有世纪婚礼?!”
“哈哈,可以!你说的,六十岁,不要后悔!”
“怕你啊!”

就这样,让我好气又好笑的,
我们曾经要个完美的婚礼,
一个有事业基础、踏实的婚礼。

说实在的,在电梯里那不到一分钟的谈话,
我回家后呆了好久,
想想六十岁结婚的好与坏,
思考三十岁结婚的利与弊。

后来,
又想好六十岁结婚要如何看起来变漂亮,
再清醒三十岁结婚可能会有的成熟美感?
呵呵,还有幻想你变稳重的三十岁男人。
不行,你六十岁若变秃头老公公怎么办?

清醒回来,知道幻想不可靠,
当时,在试想,就耐心等待你的求婚,
这才是良策。

可一切随着泡沫变空气了。
一切曾经的可能,已毫无疑问地,
被我搞砸了。

一个放手,一个不抓实,
搞得缘分飙离得好远,好遥远。

鹏,你有否在分手后想挽回?
我有,不过那是一个月后的事。
迟了,回不了头。

可我依然不明白,
你为何能那么快风流快活,
为什么复原的那么快。

陈智鹏,
你比杨秉杰还让我刻骨铭心。


是我犯贱。

Thursday, 2 May 2013

哀叹夏娃没了她应有的亚当。

恨我抑或爱我,那是你毕生的自由,我没有阻止的余地。
我的陈智鹏,就算我是罗哩罗嗦地爱你个没完没了,
可我的挣扎执着你又真的了解多少?

不是我想成天论着爱你的宣言,
更不想成为你那易忘的旧情人。
有时试想,我是否成功了?
我想让自己成为你最憎恶的人,
目的只想要你永远记住我这人。

爱情多少能长久?
好似训练老公拱手送人。

那种快疯了的神经线,叫我如何克制。
你和她大洒亲昵,叫我如何不心疼。
曾经属于我的疼爱,变成了别人的。

爱情的经历让我成熟,更让我变愚蠢。
成熟,因我知道爱情不是永远;
愚蠢,因我竟还信爱情的不朽。

内心的那些律齐们,那仗打得一败涂地。
表面看见的那律齐,那脸苍得一塌糊涂。

自怜自哀,因为自身懦弱。
我何尝不期望自己遇上一个完美陈智鹏。
你唯一的缺陷,就是不再爱我。

若我喻我俩为亚当夏娃,
那我就是做错事被惩罚的夏娃;
而你则成了那不再爱她的亚当。

可你怎能成为亚当。
亚当是爱她的,他们是一对的。

一切糊涂,懊悔后依旧挽不回。

爱人很劳累。
脑子里想的、心底期盼的,
是比我爱他更爱我的一个男人。

我不期望轰轰烈烈,
但愿只要细水长流。

那失败的爱情,叫我如何不遍体鳞伤。